So, plucked from Coldplay - though it's seemed to be true here lately.

"You only live twice or so it seems,
One life for yourself and one for your dreams.
You drift through the years and life seems tame,
Till one dream appears and love is its name."

I've had three dreams, all within one month since December 28th, yeah go ahead and scream that I'm sentimental...I know I am, I'm happy for that - I used to not be at all. But, all of them have been of the same person and often not based around the same things - and twice, he's appeared in some way or another in my life the next day. Strange, might I say.

Soon it will be six months that I've struggled trying to mask my heart with a mind that's just not as big, my heart always seeps out anyway - so, I've given up on covering it up.

Let's just hope, in the meantime, while he does whatever he's doing...nothing else kills it or worse, attempts to have it.

That will be a bloody fight.

<3,
Andrea.

p.s. I'm not insane, I swear. -sigh-